When determination wear off....

This is it.... My mood has been going downhill despite my effort to keep it up... I don't know why after all, moving on is still not possible... I can feel that I'm not gonna last long... and I pray I'm wrong.. don't know how long will it takes before I collapse... really tired.. maybe its just the day coming in closer.. the day where both of us will use to spend together... from morning till night... the day when she was born.. 10th Jan... determination to stay happy is really starting to wear off....

Rumba classes are coming to an end... Sunshine ger can't make it for the last class, hence the teacher offered to replace the class with a technic class... Choreography for the basic is finished... all we have to do now is to practice and brush up on the technics... Suppose to be taking up Jive the next, but due to not having enough people to start the class, we will go on to Samba... Can't wait for the day when we are able to attend competition for the beginners...

Waltz is great.. in fact the teacher of waltz mentioned that we are good.. I'm really feeling happy deep down.. but just really too tired to put a smile on my face.. but really.. I feel happy that we are making it of standard ballroom also...

To clear the confusion...
Latin Ballroom consist of: Rumba, Samba, Jive, Cha Cha, Paso Doble
Standard Ballroom consist of: Slow Waltz, Viennese Waltz, Tango, Quickstep, Slow Foxtrot

Actually quite keen to learn all except for slow foxtrot... and looking especially forward to paso doble.... and that's when sunshine ger will consider putting on weight.. ^_^v

"No Man is rich enough to buy his past..."