1) people around me (ok.. some GV people..)stopped talking to me for some reasons I myself don't know about... (not that i bother.. but just interested to know the reasons)
2) I changed job.. (to that someone who said "I am out (of GV)".. pls lah.. don't speak of that job as if its some kind of dream job who everyone is fighting for.. its a practical world.. my current one pays better.. that is WHY i left.. besides.. I HATE POLITICS.. and have no wish to be part of it)
3) (those who really hate me to the core will enjoy this) I failed a mod... meaning one yr repeat.. WHY? long story...
4) My dance.. within three competitions... from out in the semis... to 3rd place.. to 2nd... champion position.. I'm coming for YOU...
5) Hmm... nth much that I know off aly... but some of my family member's life had a BIG change... hope that boy gets over it... (he seems to.. but I hope he really is...)
okie.. back to present... things are getting pretty bad in my old job.. the fighting worst than ever... i hope innocent parties manage to stay out of the cross fire... though i don't have REALLY good friends in there.. but I still don't wish for my friends to get hurt... some of the things I really don't understand but shall keep it to myself.. (once again) I HATE POLITICS.. but doesn't mean if i get into one I don't bite back.. when I do.. people just die w/o knowing why.. so to keep the inner devil INNER... its nice time I moved on...
TO the one that annoy my bro.. LOTSA people starting to come after your blood... stay out of people's matter if it doesn't concern YOU.. you have a BIG TARGET mark behind your head.. you will never survive if everyone starts to take action... I have spared you the agony because I PITY YOU.. BUT THINK BEFORE YOU TALK....
my advice to you.. if you don't wish to side with either party.. JUST SHUT THE CRAP UP... you are making both sides agitated.. WHAT? you left once saying the job holds no challenge for you.. now you are back.. you are creating a challenge for youself as a public enemy huh? and... stop sounding like you are GOD... what the heck about "if he comes back I'll leave"... noone is stopping you from leaving... and I believed no one cares if you are serious... that guy is someone who I personally considered a buddy.. and I believed everyone else likes him better than you.. when you left.. our job stills goes AS PER NORMAL... so please.. stop looking at yourself so importantly... I'm telling you all this as a neutral party... SO WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!
to those still living in anger... please lah.. better things in the world to be done... our eyes are designed to LOOK IN FRONT...
anyway.. to those who I offened in the past.. knowingly and unknowingly.. if it helps.. a sincere apology... and.. to those who have misunderstood me... IF YOU have NEVER took the effort to understand me.. YOU DON'T have the RIGHT to JUDGE ME... for those who had believed in rumours about me... DO SOMETHING ABOUT THOSE BRAINS OF YOURS... and YOU DON'T have the RIGHT to JUDGE ME either...
to those who have helped me in the past.. I apperciate and am really sorry if I never had the chance to bid a proper farewell... you guys take great care...
That's all I have to say regarding my old job....
LOVED my new job.. pays well (though part-time.. but at least so much better compared to the previous one).. nice people.. slight politics (but not enough to kill)... lotsa chance to learn new things and more about myself...
LIFE has been only getting better... HAPPIER... starting to know how to see things on the bright side... no longer EMO.. but SAD TO SAY... I RATHER MISS MY EMO SELF.. :P
Life's interesting due to the ups and downs... If it's smooth sailing forever... Will it be interesting??
EXAMS coming up.. praying and studying hard... and dancing even harder..*when you slapped me in the face, I'll write it on the sand and let the waves wash the hate away... when you saved my life, I'll crave it in the stone so that the gratitude reamins in my heart for eternalty.. THAT's how a friend should be.. =)
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